Sunday, August 21, 2011
Today you won't see type with my crazy-ness. Since my boyfriend is now sleeping, and I had nothing to do, I just feel like releasing my problems.. Then, I need to forget everything. I'm tired of being tired. Sick of crying. Haish. Know what? I cry a lot nowadays.. *sigh
Well, Today is Monday already. 3.48am. Yesterday was a very bad day of mine.. The bad Sunday I've ever had. Never been in that kind of situation. Let me tell you one by one about what happened kay?
Firstly, started with, I had a lots of fun on Saturday with my friends which is Alisaa, Syarul, and Syafik. Syafik? ya this is his first time hanging out to KL with us. and from an innocent boy, he's now more SIAL then us. you know what I mean? haha. Syarul si kaki bahan and menganjing tu kan mmg menyakitkan. But now, Syafik pulak perhhh mulut dia sampai kita orang rasa macam nak stapler je! grr~ Sabar jelah. haha. But That was fun. We reached KL at 2pm and then straight to watch movie. I've actually booked for our movie, but then Syafik was late and the reservation tickets hv been canceled lah kan cause we should collect the reservation tickets 45minutes before the show. imagine, The movie starts at 2.15 and we reached Pavilion on 2pm? haha! it's only 15minutes left! mana sempat! haha. Then terpaksa lah we line up to watch movie.. nasib still got seat. So the movie we choose is, Spy Kids =)
So for you guys, if you want to watch movie, I suggest you to watch this movie. It was really great. Seriously! funny, sad, adventure, and many more contains in this movie. Serious this is nice.
So after movie, we were walking around the mall. I met my sister there. Mayang Zahirah. Alisaa were shopping her stuffs. I'm not. Cause got no shopping money yet. I'm being poor girl looking at alisaa's stuffs ='( haha. Sampai kan, there is one sleeveless at forever 21, sangat cantik okay! Then Alisa bought the sleeveless and I was like "please, don't buy it =(" haha. Mana taknya! I want that shirt =( hmm. I hv some money. I brought rm150 that day. But I'm saving for rollerblade, breaking fast and shisha. So I hold my self and keep telling myself not to buy not to buy *sigh
After that, we were eating at the foodcourt. I can't remember the name of the place But it's full with Italian foods. It was nice. We give it out our rm150 for 4heads. I think, it is worth it right? cause we got 1Pizza, 3Spaghetti and some others add-on meals. Worth it, right? =)
Okay. There you go. The pictures while we were waiting for azan. Well, actually, I'm not fasting that day. I had my firstday period. Damnit.. Sumpah I don't feel comfortable =( hish. sabar jela! hurm. Okay. Then after berbuka, we were walking around lagi beli barang2 syarul. bla bla bla. we were supposed to go to play rollerblade. but when we reached at the rollerblade place, it's already 9pm. close on 10pm! only one hour. Alisa and I dah down gila babi dah. haih. Sabar je.
After that, we go to shisha at BB Bistro yang tak berapa sedap tu. haha. sebab malas nak berjalan jauh2 pergi cari tempat shisha. We were sembang2 and then kita orang balik naik cab. pukul 1130 something kot baru sampai rumah. In the cab, perh! macam apa je kita orang gelak. haha. Syafik buat lawak macam sial. Kelakar! Omg.. I really can't wait to go out with them again. Miss the moment already. haha.
There are the pictures we took at the BB Bistro. We don't snapping pictures much that time. Were too busy laughing and having fun :P hehe. I have another few pictures at My sister's camera. I met her there and capture few pictures together. waiting for her to upload it =D By the way, I bought 1 new sleeveless and 1 new half shirt that I wanted for a quite long time ago. hmm. Finally bought it =) hee
Ok, reached home and my mom told me that 'Tot' which is my kitten, dah nazak. He was so weak and struggling. I was crying so hard. I read surah Yassin to him. even I'm not 'clean' but my hands are covered with something while holding the Yassin. I read it inside my heart. My tears don't wanna stop falling. I can't help it watching him struggling. So pity of him. He's so active than his sister yang dah demam lama. Dia sakit haritu, hari tu jugak he left. hmm. I don't know why every kittens in my house died. I hope for the answer. I don't get it. I don't know what Allah wants to show to me. hurm..
He finally gone. I saw how was his condition on the last breath he took. I cried and scream calling my mom. Tell her about my cat is now gone. Then My mom balut dia using kain. We go downstairs and buried him. hurm. That was sad. it's now officially 3kittens that died in this house. First died fell from 2nd floor, second was terkepit pintu. She followed my mom to go to work and my mom tutup pintu and didn't realized that she was there. dia kecil, so tulang still lembut, otherwise, my door tu dah la berat.. That's it.. and the third is, this one. died with I don't why the reason is. Sakit dalaman.. I guess.
This is tot. RIP
and then, there is one problem happened. But not telling here. I don't want to look for a fight. So I'll never tell the story here. Well, now, Kelabu left. mati dalam dia. She was sleeping beside me actually. Dia weak but still looks okay. But then when I wanna get up to go to the kitchen, I make myself to kiss her sbb dah biasa kiss my cats. then suddenly, I can't feel she's breathing. I switch on my lamp, there.... she's not alive anymore. Died in silence.. She's the closer to be. We were so close from the first time we met. sebab dia manja.. haih.. so sad.. I buried her beside her brother's grave.. No I lose two kittens.. hurm. it's automatically turns to 4kittens died here.. *sigh
this is abu. RIP
Only two cats left in my house which is I've once posted the pictures in here. Scroll the page below. I love cats so much. I even cry every time watch poor cats at the street. hurm.. I wish I acn take all of them and make them as my pets. But my mom won't let me. Too many cats in my house. Even now only 2 left la kan. hurm.. how sad right my story? haih~
I know I have to be strong. It is a very tough day for me. I need to accept the tests that Allah wants me to go through. I believe this one sentence. "If god knows we can't go face the tests, He won't let us go through them"
So, I gues that's the story. I'll meet you guys in another entry. I'm planning to edit my blog to a simplest way. I'm too serabut with my blog theme. haha. So. Bye have a great day.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Well, HEY THERE!
Omg omg omg! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I knowww! I know even me can't believe it. I don't know why am I here. lol. Of course la I know why :) I miss my blog..=(
Sorry. for rarely update this blog (like there are many readers pulak kan:P ) I know.. I've been really busy with my current life now. PMR is less than 55days! Seriously ='( Guess something? I'm not yet done prepared everything! seriously, I'm not lying!
PMR trial just passed. Alhamdulillah, so far, my result is better than my mid term exam. But not for Bahasa Malaysia.. My BM result jatuh mendadak gila. If now, mine is the highest. Not to be arrogant but I'm telling the truth. I just wanna show u how down my bm result is =( Never mind. got 1month++ to prepare now. I need to get away from the shits that not important and start focusing. I really need the 8 or 7 a's. seriously..
My English objective paper got 6wrong. 34 over 40. which I got 4 question that I'm carelessly answered. Oh god.. kill me now. haih. Well, there are 3questions that I've choose, but then I erase it and change the answer to another one. and there is one question that I wrongly tick at the answer sheet. well, that is depressing ='(
Well, let the past being past right? My life is just fine. my family just okay. my boyfriend? Alhamdulillah. we're still together. We've been together for 2months and 6days already including today which is Monday (August 16) He already met mama. Oh god I love my boyfriend. I can't stop telling story about him right in every entry? haha. I hope this one, stay forever =') Seriously.
Next, Friends. Seems like I got new close friends. syarul and Alisaa. Which already are my friends. school mates. But nowadays we were hanging out together and masuk kepala jugak! serious it's great to be friend with them. There was one day Syarul, Alisaa, and me were hanging out and we were playing roller blade at Bukit Bintang. what an experience right guys? =') Well, I've fell A LOT of times. syarul just few times and lisa also. Mana taknya, we don't even know how to play. NOT AT ALL! but then after maybe about 1hour, we learned a little bit and we're still young in this, we just know the basic how to handle our body. That's all. haha. But it was fun! the jatuh-jatuh also fun! and I can't wait to go play with them again! I love it! seriously! haha
I had so much fun with my life. With my current life. I really thank everyone that involving or involved in my life. thank you a lot to everyone that left. I'm not even learned about nothing last forever, but I even can feel how regret am I gonna be if you guys stay :P haha. No no, joking. no offence. Well, Just don't u guys see how happy am I now? with perfect family, perfect friends, and perfect boyfriend? My life is now perfect =') Thank go. Oh ya, not forget, thanks to everyone that stays too. You guys ARE AWESOME! I love you, and I just hope I can describe it using words =')
well I guess that's all. let the picture continue my speech alright? :D
This is the time when we were celebrating that girl in purple named Puteri Maisarah or we do call her Maiyo =) that was fun! we were chilling out together! I'm loving them too much =')
This is the time when we were hanging out together and playing the roller blade. but this is the afternoon picture. the roller blade time malam :) hee
And this is my boyfriend and I were hanging around KL on August 9th, celebrating our 2months anniversary. Had that awesome time with him. Like I've never had that awesome time with him right? =')
Ohya, I had few screen shots here;
This is Alisaa Yusra looking for a fight with me. grrrr
Oh this is.......... =') I just love him. Yeah, we had a fight and he's persuading me la in this text message :P hehe.
Oh I also have this....... Oh---kay! this is shit. When you're facing more with BIG examination, this is what you gonna face -__-" English classes.....................
So, that's all for now. I'm done here. Well, this is me officially wishing you guys a happy Ramadhan al-Mubarak. Hope to guys, you're not skipping any day of ramadhan okay! To girls, don't use the reason and specialty given by god for something else that is not good. Another 15 (or14) days to go aite before Ramadhan ends? and Syawal's coming =') I really do can't wait for Syawal. but the saddest part is, I won't be meeting my boyfriend cause I'm going back to my kampung ='( but never mind, distance doesn't mean so much right when you love each other and stay loyal? =) hee.
So, I conclude this video link for you guys to watching. Credit to Anwar Hadi and his friend !
Click here !
Meet you guys in another entry. I'm doing a blog walking afterwards =)
So, enjoy the video! I'm out now! thanks for reading! Lotsa love from me, Mayang Izati Ibrahim
P/s: I love my boyfriend =)
Monday, August 1, 2011
hey followers <3
ye ye. ok ok. ye I knowww -__-"
It's been awhile kan I tak update this blog? I'm sorry fr that. I dont hv internet connection home anymore. err I have. but broadband. You know la kan broadband speed tak menentu -__- tension tau! ish
Okay, it's first day of ramadhan! I wish you guys HAPPY RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK guys :) Hope the first day ramadhan treats you well. my day? seriously awesome :) hikhik. Mama cooked lemak telur itik which my mom cakap, that was her favourite food time mengandung kan I. it's strange when it's not my favourite now. haha. sbb time mengandung my along, mama loves to eat buah pelam. and now, it's my brother's favourite fruit. hmm
So, My life just fine. I have nothing to regret. Just semalam was the worse day. I was crying like hell. I slept late because had kind of big fight with my boyfriend. Tapi bukan gaduh sangat. cuma he release everything. Sebab dia suka simpan. ambil kau! bnyk k yg dia terasa dgn I =/ sedih. Then I can't even stop saying sorry to him. again, sayang, if you read this, I'm sorry =/ I love you =*
Yesterday (which is sunday) I went out with him. ada gaduh jgk -.-' hmm selalu je gaduh. but was just fine. I love him. My things yg I shopping dekat dia. dia terbawa balik. haha. sabar jelah. hee
But weh, He's the best boyfriend I've ever had tau! . He's so cute =') dia still wanna stay after all of that. He keep me comfortable with him. He's the favourite thing that happened in my life. seriously! I love him so much. Thank god we're now reaching our 2months together. 8days to go ! hee. But our month anniversary is on my PMR trial and on Puasa too. So I don't know whether we can celebrate it or not.. hmm 1st month pun tak dapat celebrate. hish. sabar jela kan. Nvm.. as long as our relationship still tough then it's alright =)
My trial is about 2days from now. how nice kan? I need to stay up for study today. and tomorrow before exam coming. Terawih? I'm not going =( no one pun yg nak temankan. selalunya ada kak uda. it's first time ni puasa without my sister. since she skrg study kat melaka kan. hmm sabar je la kan. Bazaar pun I'm not going. how sad! ish
Well, I guess that's all for now. Will be updating soon. Maybe after trial. or before if I got some times =) love you guys xox
OH OH BTW!
HAPPY FASTING EVERYONE. AND TO THOSE PMR-CANDIDATES, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR TRIAL AND THE REAL EXAM TOO!