We are now too comfort with each other. and I don't know it's a good news or not. But Alhamdulillah. So far, we still stay and our relationship still strong. Always fights but never mention about break ups. Thanks sayang. Thanks for everything. You completed my life. I love you a lot. Pray for our relationship last forever. Amin =)
I love you. I will always do Muhammad Zul Fikri Zahlan <3
So how was everything? hehe. Okay, actually, I tak plan pun to write an entry here. But I just blog walking and it's been a while since my last time reading this one girl's blog since I pun jarang sangat kan layan blog this semua kan. Okay... Know something? I'm crying now~~~~~
hahaha Weird right? why? oh I'm sensitive. ya I'm easily cry. haih. well, it's her. My friend. Nur Aiza bt. Kamalruzaman. Oh nice. I till remember her name. the real name of her. Oh how come I forget? she was my bestfriend =) It's sad right, to know it just WAS? haha. Nevermind. I never want to go back to the past. no NEVER. For me past is past. If we were bestfriend dulu, who said we can never be now? and even if we were enemy sekali pun, We still can be bestfriend now.
Even my ex boyfriend that I hated so much, I still can tegur him and act like nothing happened sampai he thought I'm mad. haha lol. Just believe me, nothing worth for us to go back in past. Past is stay past. you can't go back to the past. You can never turn back times :) I don't even want to remember of what had happened in my past. What happened with my relationship with my ex boyfriends, with my friends, family and what happened with me and my school. Time never stop. We catch times. Time never waits for us.
I miss my past. That is the one thing I can't deny. I miss the time I can't stop smiling cause feel the love by my ex boyfriend. The time when the first thing I did in school was gossiping, the time when I had a fought with my family because of stupid things. I miss those moments. why? because those moment that made I am now. Those moments that bring me here. those moment that brought me my current boyfriend, my great family and those same standard friends. gotta admit. I treat my friends are all same. I don't have bestfriends. I never have actually. I just have that one girl named Zetty Aqilah Abdul Rahman that I called SISTER
Why? why I don't have bestfriend? or great friends? they are all bestfriends to me. No matter if you're new or old in my life. Seriously. I know, someday, these people will walk out from my life. someday, somehow. And new people will come. Who stay, will never be as we do now. I mean, we will never close as we do now. So I just can go on with my life. I entertain, I treat new people that pass by in my life same as the old people that still in my life. and when they go, nothing's going to change me.
PEOPLE COME, PEOPLE GO
I hold this quote.
Anyway, I miss you too Aiza :) thanks for put down the ego and post that entry. That's so sweet of you. Seriously I straight menangis ni haa. haha.. Very terharu =') thanks again. and you have no idea how often did I think about us :) I miss everything :) I just don't wanna go back to the past. but Who said we can never make it as the future right? We'll see =)
I'm here wanna apologize for not updating this blog for a quite a long time since my internet connection has been barred because my brother won't pay it. His laptop, spoil. that's the reason why. he thought there nothing worth it if he pay the bill. lol. padahal in my bedroom got pc -.-' nd it's automatically be an unused computer since internet tak boleh guna. haha. now I'm using my mom's laptop with the VERY SLOW broadband. mcm stupid -.-' seriously. The broadband's high speed's colour will be green colour. nk dapat green punya la susah. bila purple, perhhh ! slow dia mmg aku sempat tidur! serious! haih. stress la juga. dah lah purple n my favourite colour T_T
So, I can't really tell you guys stories since the internet connection won't let me do that. I just make this entry just to apologize and share with you a 'summary' of my current life :P hehe. well. I don't know how long it going to take to post this T_T dumbass
My life is currently really good. But PMR is ABOUT TO HAPPEN! and I'm not even ready yet! :( and Trial another 2weeks =/ damnit.. I don't know what will appear on my result paper soon =(
My relationship with my boyfriend still okay. We're passed or 1month together already :) I know, it's just one month. but It's our FIRST month so we should celebrate it. But what can we do. since our first month anniversary fall on the same date as the BERSIH bodoh tu happened so we can't even go out. We've palnned to go Genting. but something happened and tak jadi pergi. I'm actually so sad cause I thought that we could be together for the whole day since I've told my mom about that. and my mom gave me the permission to go out till late night. Sampai lah the BERSIH thingy happened.. My mom won't let me out. I just go out to Tasik Titiwangsa for working. haih. shisha all the ways. haih.
But we still go out and meet on last Monday :) hee. Thank god! I miss him so much. had a fight at first but after that dah okay dah :) heee. rindu sangat! He really did completed my day. I love him so much. He's my guardian angel =')
I can't upload the picture in here. Cause you know... the internet connection-.-' you can view the picture on my facebook. I've uploaded it. hee.
Since kita orang dah buat in a relationship status together kat facebook, ramai sangat orang yang add aku and mutual friend mesti ada dia. haih. Stalker much? It's not that I ni sombong or what. But I don't want to approve stranger sebab terlalu ramai ORANG YANG SUKA BAWA MULUT ni. Tu yang malas nak approve. Plus, since facebook ni ada friends limit, so I don't bother to make the second account just because my first account dah full with friends kan.. seriously, I'm not artist to have second account sebab terlalu ramai kawan kan. Sorry if you're one of the awaiting friend request list of mine. If you know me, then message me to tell who are you and I'll insyaAllah approve you guys =) I'm not sombong! Seriously! But you can follow me on twitter :) we can chat through there :) I'm a twitter addict. heeeeee :P
He mad a t me sebab I had guy friends more than I had girls friends. It's a fact actually. but what can I do? I'm easily get along with guys than girls. But tak ada lah sampai tak kawan dengan perempuan kan. ada lah jugak. ramai jugak tapi tak seramai laki. plus perempuan semua duduk rumah tidur awal. tu yang I tak boleh. so guys je la yang best boleh lepak malam2 and buat benda2 best. hee
So, i guess, that's all for now. will be updating new entry soon. InsyaAllah if I have the oppurtunity. I willbe REALLY busy! I repeat, REALLY BUSY! cause of the PMR is so around the corner. So I'm sorry for hold the next entry.. Thanks guys for still following me even I'm rarely update. but what can I do. I hope I can pay back to you guys for following me. you guys are so rock! I love my followers :) thanks k? We can contact each other using facebook or twitter. I've put the link up there. you can click there :) okay guys ? cool with it? hee =D
p/ss: it's not that I'm not online for one month, but BLOG already change the theme and I don't get it -.-' haih
p/sss: I'LL FOLLOW YOUR BLOG LATER. BLAME THE INTERNET CONNECTION!
I need to go. my boyfriend set a limit that I need to offline on 3pm! it's 3.10pm! I tak perasan -.-' haih. okay guys. take care! bye :)