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Thursday, October 20, 2011

New life =) (Part 1)

So, hey there people, bloggers, ladies and gentlemen. 
Assalamualaikum and Peace be upon you anyway =)

So, I got some times here to update new entry. it's been a long time since I update about my life kan? I mean, I update pun I shortform kan (even it's not that short) I've planned to tell you guys about this new life I had but I've been really busy with studies and life that I'm having right now. sigh.. oh well, stop bubbling, and Let's get started.

I had new life since about 5months++ ago. it's all started on a twitter. erm... not really. it's started with my bestfriend. I guess, I should tell you in a story form right? so yeah, just to make it fun :)


Zee: Babe! Since you're single, then why not kan aku kenal kan kau with a guy. Handsome doh mamat ni! My boyfriend's bestfriend!

May: Haha. sorry, not interested. Better single

Zee: Don't jump up into conclusion without seeing the pictures of him! nanti kau menyesal!

May: Oh like really? Okay we'll see. Show me who's that-so-handsome-guy that u said.

Zee: Nahh here he is. Well this is Mawi. I don't know why people call like that but the real name is there as you saw on the Display Name there.

May: OH-MAY-GAWD! He is handsome! Seriously. lol. Why am I being so gatal bila single ni? Gosh May, stay maintain jual mahal la. hahahaha

Zee: As I said. Try him! before I do! hehehe

May: Hell no, This is so mine :p

Zee: Then, make a move girl!!

May: Okay, here we go.. : "This is nice among all :D!" Okay Ive commented on one of his pictures... 

Zee: Okay wait till he replied.

*he didn't replied..


Well, back to me, the writer of the blog. So time passes, months added month by month, he never replied -.-' Upset. Really upset. Then till one day, I saw him online on facebook. Omg what a great chance I got there? I need to make a move. I'm in crush with him. lulz

Well, I can't really remember what conversation were we having that time. But well, so sad to say that that crush of mine was treat me just like a stranger-that-I-don't-want-to-know -.-' sedih bhai~

Then after that, I need to put high my dignity as a girl. kena biar laki make the first move right? Kena jual mahal! haha. Then yeah, time passes, he didn't tegur me at all and me either. it's over than 4months I guess? Perhaps yes.. Cause I have boyfriend I afterwards.. He also have girlfriendS. should i repeat? GIRLFRIENDS (S). see the Ss? haih~ 

Then, there's one day Zee was sending me a wall post on my facebook page and I can't really remember about what. but he was up and menyebok to comment it also. Lol. Okay what ever. That's another chance :p hehe. Then I found his twitter page. I follow him. But after 2-3weeks++ he didn't make any response. not follow back, so I guess, he just thatt arrogant. Sorry, my ego is high too =p

I make a decision to unfollow him back till about one month after that, I ask him his twitter account on facebook IM chat. This is just a topic to start the talk. I don't have introduction to get started. hehe. Well, this is happened;

May: hey you ada twitter eh? bak mai nak follow!

Mawi: Eh? you mayangizati kan? Bukan u dah follow i ke?

May: err? ada eh? mana ada la! *blushed* nvm. give me back your url I'll follow.

Mawi: Ok sure, here it is.

May: thanks!

Well, it's all started back from there. I took the url and follow him and after one day, he follows me back. Only god knows hw excited am I that time. but hell yeah, I have a boyfriend ='( *sigh

Time passes by. There are only few times we were talking to each other on twitter. I knew he's using a blackberry. I really, unashamedly wanna ask fr his bbpin. But I'm not that brave. Well, I didn't. 

I have a boyfriend, then I broke up after 2months++ being together and then got the new one. 1month, broke up. lulz. Then After this last boyfriend, I put plastic on my face and go find guys lol. Just to be relax and I'm afraid to say this is how I move on. Seriously. Flirting around. Say whatever you want. I'm single that time, and who cares? As long I'm not messing around with you boyfriend, I guess, it's non of your business right? hehe. 

I was really frustrated with my last ex boyfriend. I can't move on. So yeah, I started the mission, the it's-time-to-move-on mission by flirting around. On the same time I was feeling sssoooooo fuckingggg down, I saw Mawi's or Fik's tweet on my timeline. That time, I wasn't thinking about my dignity of a girl or I put down my price lower than before and put a mask on my face asking for bb pin from him. Berani tak? har har har. 

Well, he gave me IMMEDIATELY! hamaigawd! hahahahahaha I can't stop smiling. That night, we started to bbm-ing each other. hehe. at the same time, he just broke up with his ex girlfriend too =) hehehe what a chance!

After that, bla bla bla. he was giving me a nickname. Jenab? lol. we were soooo fucking noob that time. I was calling him ciko. haha. and yeah, we were replying status on bbm till my ex boyfriend getting jealous about that and he deleted me on bbm. hahah who cares? I have my Ciko already =')
Then, I wasl falling in LOVE with him when he's being sooo caring. I was about to go to cc to print a letter that I can't remember for what cause my printer was broken that night. He was so worry and ask me to go back home early. Awww~ I feel secure =') Oh god, from that time, my heart skips a beat when we were bbm-ing :) hehe. 

Then bla bla bla~ Yes I falling in love without meet him. I admit. Toldcha, a caring guy can really catch a girl's heart =')

Bla bla bla.. We were decided to meet each other and BUM! here we go, the first date =D

First date? wasn't as what I thought. Well, I've been in so many first dates, but this one, not as what I expected. He is soooooo PSYCHO! Omg, I just never have been this shy on a first date since I'm that type of hyper girl right. No no, this is soooo not cool. I don't know why, but he started to piss me off. but then he calm me down again. Till the last minute of our met, baru la nak rasa the love of each other. Baru rasa taknak lepaskan :p hehe.

Bla bla bla. We met we dated, we call, we bbm-ing and so on, then another firework's up, BUM, June 9th 2011 is the date we officially in a serious relationship =)

This relationship is real, and soooo I don't know what to say. I just can feel the different than the other relationships I've been through. The way he's care about me, the way he makes me feel the love, the way he makes me smile and laugh is sooo different. I can't stop thinking about this. He makes me don't wanna leave him. EVER!

I know, it just a 4months relationship, right? But you have no idea of what we've been through together. the problems, the barriers are like 4years of being together. too much problems, but as you can see, we still happy together. Alhamdulillah. 

This is the first time I got a guy that is so strong being with me. That is so strong and tough go through bad and goods together. He never stop from saving our relationship. and that is what I love about him, the most =)

It's been a long time since my life being this happy =') Thanks sayang.. for everything.

So, if you(sayang) read this, I don't have any other words anymore to tell you how much I love you and I'm not that good in writing a love poem for you but this three words, I hope you'd have understand what I meant, I LOVE YOU. yes, I said it. I love you so much sayang. To the highest. I swear. I would do anything, everything for you. I would go all the fires and storms just for you. I know, this is kinda weird when I say this cause I'm not that jiwang hearted. haha. So yeah, I love you sayang, once again I said cause I will never get enough of it. It's my favourite hobby now to say how much I love you. I will never leave you. I won't. Thanks for everything you have done. Thanks for make me smile. Thanks for all the rainbows you brought into my life =) I love you baby. I do <3

p/s: it's a long time of processes kan our relationship ni? I know it took a long time to start evrything :p but finally, we are happy together now =D

.....end part 1......


Well, as you can see, the title is new life PART 1 right? there's another one part I will write in here soon or sooner. I bet it will be a very long entry. So yeah, wait and see. I will write and post about the new life he brought me in. the life me with new friends =) hehe will write in anytime, wait and see kay dear readers?

I let the picture of my boyfriend and I below to be the end of the entry kay? see you guys in part 2 =) byebye. and take care <3

till then,
Mayang Izati Ibrahim binti Daud.
Muhammad Zul Fikri bin Zahlan's

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