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Appreciate what you have and DO NOT compare to any other else.

I Miss you =/

hey hello there =')

I'm holding up my tears now. I'm starting to miss my boyfriend even though we just met.. I don't know why but I really can't far away from him. I need him every second I'm awake. I wish to look at his face first every time I open my eyes. I'm now feel like crying cause I miss him so fucking much. and plus, he's now sleeping. I can't even contact him. Oh damn.. Seriously I feel like crying. Oh My God.. Bring him to me please =/

I miss his 'garang' face. I miss his kiss. I miss when he try to persuade me in any ways.







sayang... I rindu kan you... =(

SMILE is the keywords to happiness =)

So, if you're reading this, just smile! Cause Smile is the only curve that can make everything straight. and You, yes you, the one reading this is beautiful in your own way. So smile all the ways. Life is too short to be unhappy =)

It's a double date =D

I don't know why, but I laugh at this picture :P hahahahahahaha

ohya,
Hey hello there =)

I'm finally home =DDD

So, Today? A VERY TIRING DAY! Guess what? I was late to go to school. why? At first I woke up around 6.15am then I get my bath. After shower, I still feel sleepy. it's 6.30am and I lock my bedroom door and laid on my bed. After 5minutes, I awake. It's still early right? then I continue sleep, and after 5minutes, I awake. haaa why lah I terjaga every 5 minutes ni kan. then I back to take a very short nap, but then my when I awake, it's 7.05am!! Wow! I'm not even wear my school uniform yet, my head scarf un-ironed, and buku semua tak set jadual lagi. perhhh. I'm freaking late. I was so rushing and memang kelam kabut habis. my tudung looks really stupid with a bit of kedut. Ahhh then terus suruh angah hantar. When I arrived at school, the gate already closed. WTF? haih. Then kena tahan la with pengawas. Tadi, got launching for Hari Koperasi. So, I line up with other budak lambat. haha. I was so sleepy. I fall asleep masa assembly tadi. hahaha. Then bla bla bla. as usual, what a boring event! naik class. BM, tak belajar cause tak sempat because of the event. Then BI, we do the revision and sesi ceramah about PMR yang lagi 2months++ je lagi =( then Math tak belajar. but I do the exercises. Teacher sakit tekak can't teaching. then KH? I sleep. HAHA. I sleep sepanjang KH period tu. lol :P then PSV, no teacher, sleep again. I don't know why I macam mengantuk gila today.

Then time nak balik, Shazni offer to follow me home sebab she wants to use the internet kat rumah I. Thank God! I have companion lah kan untuk balik. I hate walk alone -.-' and then Shazni followed me. So yeah, While she's online, I siap-siap nak keluar. Meet sayang <3 then I showered and kemas rumah a little bit and then continue siap2 semua. I waited for bus from 2.30pm. about 3.15 baru bus gerak. So mencanguk la kan kat bus stand tu =.= and then sampai kat bts LRT station, I waited for sayang. He was sooooo late. I'm pissed off at first, but when he came and makes me smile when I first looked at his face, I forgot that I'm actually angry. haha. Macam biasa, he makes me laugh. Aiman is with him. and Aiman's girlfriend also there. That's the reason why the title being 'double date' =)

I skipped 9trains while waiting for them... hahaha. Okay stop. We straight went to Pavilion. We ate at Oldtown White Coffee. Since I'm craving for the Chicken hor fun =D thanks sayang sebab teman I =). Then we bought movie tickets. Once again I watch KL Gangster. It was awesome. I still laugh even I've watched it for the second time. Zizan is so funny! and Adi Putra is soo machoo <3 teheee

Oh talked about movie, I had a fight with some mat rempits in the cinema. They sat on our seats! and when I asked them, there are few matpit yang nak marah saying "semuanya tempat dia" and aku dah bengang, I just said "dah kita orang yang beli". I don't know why aku jawab pendek tu je. Sumpah rasa nak tengking je. Yang nak duduk kat seat orang tu pahal kan? tak beli ticket or what? stupid assholes! eiii. Sabar jelah. then after watch movie, terus straight balik.

When I'm arrived home, angah terus ajak me go to my dad's place. So terus gerak lah kan. Bla bla bla. nothing's interesting pun.. So I guess, that's all for today =) thanks for reading my boring Wednesday's story =)

Anyway, tomorrow is the last day Kak uda in Kuala Lumpur. Cause she'll be at ALor Gajah Melaka to further her studies. I'm a bit touched inside and I cried a little bit. Yeah, we never separated for a long time. This time, it will be quite long right? I'm home alone lah after this... Tomorrow, I'll be following my mom and my brother sending her to Melaka and I'm skipping school.

p/s: there's no picture masa keluar tadi and I don't know why -.-' haih.

Okay, I guess that's all for now. I will post another entry =)

till then,
xoxo

since I rasa nowadays, I'm being so sleepy la. Sampai kan sayang called me 'Minah Mengantuk", so I put this picture up ! =D cheers

New look new name new everything cause of new LIFE!

Hey hello there!

So how was it? Can't you see the different? Well, I like the old look actually. but nevermind. I've tried my very best to do this. I change a little bit like the header and the sidebar I delete few gadgets. I hope this new look will make you comfortable when reading. do drop me your link when you want me to follow back okay? and suggest me some ideas for my blog since I'm 'new' here =D

Okay got to go. Meet you in another entry! Byeee sweetyy!!

till then,
xoxo.

Collecting 'love' letter from teacher is my new fucking hobby

Hey hello there =)

So, let me tell you about today. nothing really interesting happened. Oh ya, got one! I met my best friend! Zetty Aqilah Abdul Rahman =) *interesting ke tu? =.=

I woke up late today for school. Planning like not going to school, but disebabkan sempat, I need to go to school. My brother sent me to school today. I remembered he said "lama nay aku tak datang sekolah ni!" dgn muka excited dia. haha. Yeah, his old school when he was form 1 and form 2 I guess. He moved to SMK Cheras afterwards. imagine, now he's 25 years old already T_T oh okay. macam nak bercerita pasal my brother pulak kan. lol.

Then I straight go to assembly. Semua dah started. luckily I sempat =D hee. Theinush was screamed when saw me. hahaha lama tak jumpa, rindu lettew :P hehe. I was absent on Monday. syarul did scold me cause I'm not going to school. he said "yang kau dah kenapa holiday terlebih-lebih? kau tak datang esok, aku datang rumah kau!" then I was just laughing and then when I came, he's not coming -.-' *down...

Tah pape tah dia approached me with school mcm apa then he's the one yg tak datang. kurang asam betul! tapi tak apa. dah biasa :P haha. then class went well. nothing's interesting pun happened kat sekolah. Oh ya one thing! when Acap buat lawak bodoh aku gelak macam sial! haha. let's share!

Theinush's calculator was broke. Dia jadi macam when u tekan the numbers dia terpadam sendiri. Acap dengan bangganya ambil and bawa ke his place and kononnya repair the calculator la kan. Then 5mins after, he gave back the calculator to Theinush. and the calculator was just fine! I was like wow! this is cool. then Theinush dah suka gila dah siap macam "you're so engineer-to-be" kan. then tiba2 acap cakap "eh tu aku punya. nah kau punya." with his slumber face. I was laughing so hard. stupid acap! haha. Tak lawak eh? eleh korang not there face the situation. mana korang tau. kfine. tak lawak. biar lah I gelak sorang2 =(

Okay. done the stupid joke. Well, class went as usual lah. Then kringggg. balik! yeayyyy!!! Sape tak suka balik kan? hahahahahahahahahhaahhahahaha. oh okay stop...... I forgot that my maid is no longer with us. I have to walk home. ALONE. shpuld I repeat? yeah, A-L-O-N-E! Okay that can't be! I find public phone trying to call my sister to pick me up. But then Theinus yell my name and invite me with her naik kereta her dad. perhh. I sumpah blushing gila. Then dia paksa me and I naik jela jugak. then her dad dropped me at my house. I thanked her dad and balik rumah....

"Assalamualaikum.." Oh no one's shouted back. I pull off my shoes and tengok my brothers sleeping. My mom and sister were not home. I don't where did they go. But I rushing masuk bilik looking for my phone cause I forgot and tak sempat nak give sayang a text before I go to school today. so I terus la bbm him and apologize. He just woke up pun -.-' haha. nasib baik :P then I ate nasi yang mama masak. Then I tengok tv tp bosan so decided to call sayang. otp la kejap and he keep insulting me pasal I kuat tidur. grr. sabar jelah kan. Then nak tunjuk yang I ni takdelah kuat tidur sangat, tengah ngantuk ni tapi tahan je :P hahaha *okay I know he'll read this*

Tahan punya tahan, sampai la hilang mengantuknya. haha.then I saw zetty's tweet yang she's going to shisha somewhere around her place. mcm interesting je kan, so I decided to go to her house la. then siap2 and pergi lah rumah dia. At first, kawan2 dia dah sampai kat restaurant that we wanted to go tu, then her friends told that shisha only for 18 years and above. I was like, wtf? I don't care, I just go. and then bila sampai we order, and I order shisha too. At first dia macam tak nak kasi then dia kasi. haha. memang silap kalau nak main2 dengan aku :P haha. I ate fries with zetty. I don't feel like eating much sebab I've ate nasi kan before that. Then I ordered arabic tea pot which is my favourite,and shisha guava mint. wow so nice.

BLa...bla...bla...

I went back. oh ya, that time when I was waiting for taxi, memang lama gila kan. I dah cuak dah cause there are so many rempits trying to flirt me. Dah la I'm alone. then datang sorang makcik indonesia ni kan. She sat at the bench while I'm standing kan. then I saw cab and I tahan lah kan. then suddenly si makcik tak sedar diri ni bangun and tahan jugak. THE SAME CAB! wtf?! dah lah I arrived there first, then I'm the one who stop the taxi.dgn susah nak dapat taxi nya kan. Then dia dengan tak bersalahnya terus pergi kat pintu cab tu and suruh hantar dia. I just like WATTTAAAA????!

Then dia kata "meh lah naik sekali" perh cara cakap macam lah kau yang dapat kan cab tu. nevermind, I still have my manners. Then I just like oh oay. then she said she's going to maluri. perh mmg jauh la cerita dia kan? BTS-MALURI? naik cab? mmg bnyk lah duit aku nd buang masa. tapi disebabkan takut kena kacau dengan mat2 rempit aku naik jelah. then with the slumber fucking face ask for my leg, she said to the taxi driver . "hantar saya dulu la" woah mak aih dia ni. memang minta kaki! Takpe sabar lagi. I'm swearing dah kat twitter. Fikir orang tua je. Then ikut lah dia pergi Maluri tu. perh her smell!! I can't even explain! Oh bla bla bla. We arrived Maluri, then dia boleh2 nak keluar kat pintu belah I. Aku dah panas....

Makcikbusuk: Eh nak turun ni

Mayangwangi: hesh dia niiii

Then after dia dah keluar and I masuk baik dalam kereta, I just like "SABAR JE LAH AKU" hahaha. then dia diam. bla bla bla I pun balik. Samapi rumah already :) My mood easily change. It's all about him. He's the one who change my mood back =) Dari marah, tempered gila, then terus senyum je even until now. hee.

When I reached home, I straight go to my room. perhh!!! macam tongkang pecah! Then I can't stand it, I start kemas my room. and now, I'm so comfortable with my room :D yeay! kemas already =D finally =)

Okay, that's all that happened today. *as what I remember lah* So done story about today.

I'm planning to meet him tomorrow. I really hope nothing going to stop us tomorrow =( I miss him so much. Only god knows how much =/

So yeah, meet you guys at another entry! =)

till then,
xoxo

 I miss you =/

When Mayang starts blogging back =D

Hey hello there =)

Oh god.. I really miss blogging. But I don't really got that free time. I got actually but I almost forgot that I re-opened my blog already :P sorry laa. I'm so lazy to start all over again. So I just start blogging with my current life okay? amacam? cun tak? haha

So, as you can see, I'm now happier than before (since my weight is increases =.=). I'm fatter than before. just for your information. My weight increases every single year and every single year I'd be depress bila nak ukur baju raya kat taylor. I fuck taylor. But always love Taylor Lautner lah. haha. okay I never stop that -.-' I still in love with that guy Taylor Lautner. Woah woah. I'm wet! LOL :P Well, if you ask me about my wight, hmm I'm not gonna answer it. why? not because I'm ashamed of it or whatever fuck it is. I tak timbang pun berat I. why? Don't ask fat girls like me why -.-'

Always lah talk about me kan? So how are you guys readers? I know, my followers in this blog mesti semua dah retired kan dari read my blog since I hide for a while? haha. a while lah sangat kan? A long time! haha. No worries. I open it now. hee. I will try to update as often as I can okay? My current life now is all good. Only got few problems with family and some strangers. Family? So not going to talk here. but strangers? hmm. I don't know. There are so many haters nowadays. They keep talking bad about me. what ever fuck it is, I never care. I just don't give a fuck. Seriously.

I admit it I changed guys very often. I know, I just got that D and then I broke up. then after 1 week, I'm with another guys named I(bukan nama sebenar) but only for few weeks -.-' Maluuuuuuuu T__T then broke up for some stupid reasons. and now I with my current boyfriend that I love so much :) Well, talked about ex boyfriends. Well, I just don't care what ever shit people wanna label me. I know I should be labelled when it comes about guys. But you have no idea what I've been through. I had a very tough times when I was with that I. and now I hate him so much. I just hate him. I told you, I hate liar T__T so based on what I wrote ni pun korang mesti tau kan yang that I lied to me? not once, not twice but tons of times. I just don't give a damn anymore about him. let's Karma do it's work shall we? =)

So now, I'm so happy with my current boyfriend. Seriously, I'm so serious with him. I hope he's not like that 2 dumb guys. Amin.I'm not going to talk about him in this post. Will be posting about him soon. not now. I just let you know that I'm not single anymore je. okay? hee.

I guess, that's all for now. I need to customize my blog now. hahaha. give me some ideas to name my blog please? boring lah with "shut your mouth and listen to my words" ni T__T

Okay bye now. take care guys <3

till then,
xoxo

Introduction

Hey Asslamualaikum Loves =)

This is me, Mayang Izati. I don't think I need to introduce myself in here. Well, I guess I should. a lil bit je okay? Since I guess, you guys mesti already know me right? I mean, you must be one of my friends or so on. Well, as always my name is Mayang Izati Ibrahim Daud. I got tons of nicknames but most of my friends did call me Mayang. My close friends at school did call me 'May', nd Gnayam (Ge-Na-Yam) which when you spell it backwards, it becomes Mayang. Actually, only Qawiem Yusman called me by that name. haih. macam-macam!

So, you got the note there? you can call me Mayang or Izati or Ibrahim or Daud.... ehhhh cannot lah. Daud is my dad's name. It's a sensitive case. sometimes.. depends on my mood. haha. Well, based on that, Ibrahim is my name. take a note. wanna know the history behind my 'it's-should-be-boy's-name' name? Well, not so history. pendek je cerita dia. Ibrahim is my grandfather's name belah my dad la. My dad maybe nak bajet2 dia tu mixed Arab kot sebab tu dia nak ikut style Arab by putting our dad's name in our children's name. So, yeah, itu memang nama dalam IC. So, I had the same name with my grandpa even though I've never meet him before *sigh

All my sibling got Ibrahim in their name doesn't matter boys even girls. That's it. Okay fine.. I know I'm a liar. I said nak make the intro short aite? but what can I do.. tolcha I love blogging. hikhik :P

There are few people that asked me to set my blog to public back. So here am I. If you have no idea who the hell this girl named Mayang, try recall back if you've ever read or visited on mayangizati.blogspot.com before? Try remember :)

Well, I guess, that is all for intro. I need to customize my blog. soon. not now. I'm tired. I will try to update this blog as often as possible. okay ? =)

Peace 

Till then,

xox

It's been AGES!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hey hello hye and sup peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee???????????!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh god. I miss my blog so much. It's not that I don't wanna update my blog or busy. But, hmm yeah, I actually got to delete my blog. I did. eh no. not really. Not so delete lah. It just I hide my blog. It should be permanent.... but what can I do? I can't hold it any longer. I need my blog. I hate writing in books actually. Even though I actually had more than 3diaries :P heheh. When I really bored *take note, REALLY BORED* baru lah tulis diary tu. If tak, tah kemana tah dia menghilang dalam bilik ni. So, I'm planning to open back my blog to public but I'll change the URL. soon. or sooner. For some reasons that I'm going to tell you =D so, ready to hear me talk craps? read these :

Well, I had few reasons why am I hided my blog. err actually, I don't really care what so fucking ever that stopped me from blogging. But there's one reason why I need to deleted it T__T well, it's about _______ hmm cannot mention lah. nnt kena delete balik. PFFT

It's actually about there are few people that read my blog. maybe stranger for u, but not fr me. What is blog for lah kan? Blog is made fr us to write and to read, right? But there are some people that I have no idea what they want from me, after they read, they made their own conclusion and they start to spread it all over the world *not really over the world lah* oh one more time, I just don't care if they wanna talk bad about me. But one thing makes me freak out and mad *really mad* is, when they start to involve my family in there and they make my family, what we called it? huru hara. Yeah they are. Pfft. why don't you GET A FUCKING LIFE dear?

They read, they talk behind me, then they start to perli2 and try to let my family thinks I'm bad. Then my family mad to me, then I need to delete my blog. easy. So this is why am I hiding my blog this while. I'm so sorry for any inconvenience. Tired of all their dramas. They said "don't talk about Allah if diri sendiri tak betul" and me like, WTF? HELLO? Still, I remember Allah. Bila jahat je kena lupakan Allah. macam tu? Oh I see. I wonder, who's your teacher. need to ask them. pfft

So, I can't really talk about THEM here, or another war going to begin soon. Don't want. Seriously, I never even bother to disturb their life. Not even after they TOUCHED me. Seriously. I don't fight with KIDS. So, I really hope, wish, and also begging, please, don't disturb mine. Please? It's not my fault if you the one who tend to read my blog then terasa entry tu untuk kau, then nak marah. haha. I don't nd never mention anyone's name here. So, please, jangan perasan. Unless you did that. Okay? please lah. Serious, I don't need you, in my life. not even as my partner or enemy. Just act like you don't know me, nd me don't know you. kay? deal?

Let's just talk about my new life that just begun. Well, I have new life. Which, life after HIDED my blog. heh. I have new boyfriend, new happy family, and new friends THOUGH. I'm happy. in fact, very happy. Until now. I mean, not that I am not happy right now, but my boyf and I had some crisis and problems that need to be settled. I'm fine if god want us to be separated. I know it's hard, but I need to be strong and accept the fact. It's hard because.. well you know? it's when you start to love somebody then you know they're not for u and you know you gonna lose them. Loosing someone we love? wow. it's hurt, am I right? But what is life going to be without Love,Hurt,Smile,Tears etc, right? So, why don't you enjoy yopur life *but never forget to do what's your God ask you to do. For Examples; perform you prayer, for muslims, fasting on ramadhan and etc. So, what the hell is going to happen after this, I don't wanna let myself down. I'm going to stay strong, shed the tears away and go on with life. Move on is needed for life, right? so, whatcha waiting for? COME ONE! make a move! weee~

Just doakan I and him will be fine, kay? Amin. Thanks =')

School is going fine. and classmates also good. well, I need to catch up more for my studies. PMR is VERY NEAR BY! PMR is around the corner! I need to study MORE nd push myself up before something bad happened. My phone got it's new look and I am seriously love it. From White to Pink + Red. Well, I don't have the picture for now, but will do later kay? hihi. It's March already. My birthday just passed. To all people that wished me, I'm here, with full of my heart, thank you guys! I really do appreciate it. My birthday was just good. I mean, yeah really good. I got surprise party held at Titiwangsa made by my beloved boyfriend and my sisters. I love you guys, a lot! Thanks guys. For everything. That was sweet moment though ;)

For people that doesn't meet me for a quite long time, then here I am telling you guys that MAYANG is already being a BIG MOMMA. Well, I admit it, my weight increases. yeayyyyyy *not so 'yeay' la*. Even though I tak timbang pun berat I, but by lookin at my own body, everyone knows that I become chubby everyday. and yes, I hate diet. Really! it's hard okay! I don't how the hell people can do diet and losing some weights -.- The foods calling me, everywhere I go. Even though something that I've never ever wish to try. They also calling me to come near them and buy them and they want to live happily in my stomach. pfft. I know, I have a wonderful stomach. That is why lah kot foods like to be in there ? Oh, I guess, maybe because inside here,my tummy, got a playground? or theme park for 'em? maybe lah.

My face becomes chubby. In fact, A LOT! seriously. So many fats here and then all over my body. Oh I am seriously hate my body shape. Doesn't looks good AT ALL! Like seriously! pfft. poor me, huh? but, believe it or not, I'm now on my diet. The REAL one actually. finally. *eleh padahal baru dua hari T__T* I tak sentuh nasi at all for these two days. and I can see the changing. I mean, my anak in my tummy becomes smaller. Pity him *sigh

and my jeans yang ketat, is now easy to wear. Like it. hehehe. I made it! We'll see another 3months? heheh. InsyaAllah. I need supporter lah -.-' please lah teman me pergi jogging everyday, ke? plishhhh? *with the gedik face

Oh , I guess, I made the intro's entry became the karangan for SPM lah. even karangan SPM tak panjang macam ni,. haih. So, I guess that is all for now. We'll meet late on another entry. I don't feel like editing my blog for now cause I don't have that 'semangat' lah. I'm sorry for that. But I will do, later, soon, or sooner? InsyaAllah :)

Have a fun day people! Meet you soon!

p/s: THIS IS JUST EXTRA POST. JUST WANNA EXPLAIN TO YOU GUYS WHAT HAPPENED TO MY OLD BLOG :)

xox